dos and don'ts in my day-off

Happy Eid Mubarak people. As the matter of fact, u’re all got a full week day-off. Well... not all of u. some of u including me got a full week day-off. Even I got 10 day-off, darling. Alrite then, the question of the post is

what are u gonna do in ur day-off?

Day-off is such as a sacred day for me. So I’m just doing a sacred thing to do in my day-off. Because it’s literally an honor to have it.

Here is my 10 things to do in my day-off. Hope it inspired u guys. (truly, it’s not kinda post that u will inspiring of)

1. First thing first is never showering. Oh give me a break, people. It’s a holy holiday for the love of god. U should appreciate it with all the holy thing u could imagine. In case u don’t even know what the thing is, let me tell u now. not showering in my holiday for me is like my respect for the holiday. Really, how many day-off u got in a month? It’s only 4 days (at least). So u wanna waste thus day with take a bath? It’s utterly the scariest idea I’ve ever got. So, let urself a lil dirty on ur day-off, fellas.

2. Downloading til the signal drop. In my case, Telkom Flash signal is very moody as the owner mood. So, I’ll let myself drown in this cyber world to download whatever crossed in my mind til the signal drop. Bad luck, it’s not always goes as what I like. I have a very big fat family here. So, I always share a shift to play this internet media with my lil brother, big brother, sister and also my poppa. In weekday I only got a shift with my drat lil brother. But since the day-off everyone is coming around the home, I should share this one for all. Damn!!

3. Watching anything. Since the weekday I would work on my project or my school task, I didn’t have a beautiful time to watch anything show up in the TV. Besides, I love to watch. Whatever to watch such as watching DVDs, news, sinetrons, reality shows, talk shows or even family shows (believe me, there’s always supposed to be a family show like ur momma yelling at u about ur dirty lil bedroom which I wouldn’t give a damn on it. Haha..). for me, watching is like my prior necessity. So, let ur self do ur prior necessity in ur day-off.

4. Reading is a must. Hello guys, we’re not talking about read a text book of medicine here. Off the record, I never read that hell stuff in my busy day either. Since the internet has it all on ur fingers, what the textbook supposed to exist anymore? Somehow, text book seems like an allergen for me. Novels, comics or even newspaper is what I’m talking about darlin.

5. Sleeping all day long. Tell me the truth, how many time u spend for ur sleep? I myself admit that I never had enough of sleep. Day-off refers to stop working and start sleeping, baby.

6. Let ur bed as messy as it used to. I can’t get it why my mom was always complained about my messy bedroom. Come on mom, that’s mine. Let it be the way it used to. Messy bedroom doesn’t mean the end of the world. And either doesn’t mean I am that dirty, pals. I’m not dirty just give an honor to day-off by not doing something worthless.

7. Work ur muscle. Doesn’t mean I always did that when I’m off. But apparently it’s the best thing to do when u have nothing to do. Who wants to get a fatty in ur stomach ever after the day-off? No one. So, people.. start makes some sweats. I’m dreaming to have a morning jogging or a swimming trip in my morning day-off. But, because of some reason u don’t need to know it can’t be come true thus.

8. Walk around the town. Not really recommended people.. only if u rich enough at that time and have no idea where to waste ur money. U could walking around the mall or even the sidewalk so u know how it feels like being a “bule”.

9. Circling with ur family. The more u grow up the more lose ur time with ur family. So, worth the time.

10. Spoiled urself. Free the stress of this life in ur favourite saloon. Get some hair and body treatment that Ur body thus deserves that. They’d worked so hard to help u in this life. Cieh…

The bottom of line is free urself from the routine of the weekday. That’s how u can survive in this planet though. Here’s a lil my

don’t u dare to do when ur off

1. Get showering too early. Go straight to hell if u dared to touch the water early in the morning!

2. Do ur task. It’s a day-off u could got only in a week for god sake!

3. Wake up early in the morning. Well, I always wake up early even it’s off but after take “sholat subuh” I know it’s the only time I had to sleep til drop. So, sleep tight babe..

4. Cook by urself. Stop doing that simply silly thing. Go figure it some food out there. It means u help another people in ur planet to buy their food.

5. Clean ur messy room

6. And many more. I don’t wanna make much more list of don’t do because not all of u will think positive about me if u read this.

The point is do whatever u wanna do in ur day-off as long as it’s not the same thing u do in ur busy day. These are my some to-do and don’t do list. Wondering by myself, what about u, pals?? Leave a comment here. Ur comment is appreciates.

Confession of a desperately love disappointing me

In this night really have no idea what to do. Besides all the plan has scheduled before had already broke. So now, here I am sitting all alone writing anything crossed in my thought. Thinking about the 3 years of Saturday night I’ve spend as an available girl.

Somehow, this whole of the week I feel so into blue. Because of all the 3 years love disappointing I’ve through it all. 3 years for god sake?! U could even have 3 babies for that long time. Though here I am as alone as I am waiting all the time for ur coming. Still wondering who’s he?

I’m still looking forward to find the wrong in me which successfully making me alone all the way. Indeed it’s not that hard to forget this ex boyfriend. Since he’s supposed to have millions of girls in his life after he left me here alone (WTF!!). it’s supposed to be that easy to forget this drat man. From the deepest of my heart I don’t even have any hard feeling for him anymore. It’s been 3 years already, Nenny!!

Then I was thinking. Maybe the fault is mine. Because of his perfection in my thought, I’ve never looked any better man than him. I was too inspired to have a man like him even more. Thus, that’s why all the man had got closer to me is look too far from him. He always be my best (even he’s totally far from that word. As the matter of fact, he left me here all alone!! GOD DAMMIT!!).

It’s hard for me to welcome every man who getting closer to me.

Am I that perfectionist girl who always looks for the best one? Well, if u asked me that simple question 2 years ago, there’ll be no doubt for the yes answer. But for now on I am wondering, what the hell am I wish for this love life story? Looking for the best one then u got dumped by him? Or the best one though he’s cheating on you? Doesn’t mean that ex did that kinda stuff to me. But that’s my point. What’s on earth I’m looking for a perfect boy to be mine?

Doesn’t mean for this 3 years I can’t find a better man than him. Actually I’ve already adored another man in my school. But it always goes as a real story of my life. The man has already have a girl (oh, very typical!!).

In Facebook there’s an application about a quote that written by the member of this friends network. This application called Minekey. And it’s a quote that totally sooooo me. Well the quote is “Everybody wants to have a loving and caring person next to them. They dream of it, They looking for it, but when They find it, They take it for granted, They get annoyed by it and then ignorance begins”. The quote exactly describes a girl named nenny (that’s me, sweetheart!). That’s what I always feel of the man who closer to me. This ignorance come naturally such my habitual things to do.

So, what’s on earth I take my 3 years for granted. Find a perfect man for 3 years is truly a wasted. Alrite then, from now on… I’m trying to understand these men. Trying to stop the ignorance unless the acceptance. Nobody’s perfect, nen and so u are. So, reflect yourself before you’re judging the other men.

I supposed to change this mind-set! I’m not looking for a man who look alike this ex or even better than him. I’ll look for a loving and caring man next to me. I’ll try not to take him for granted anymore. Start to open myself, my mind and my soul… there’re millions of man waiting for me out there. Forget my past, I’m not gonna get something worth with that but pointless, desperate and disappointing moment as I used to.

I CAN DO IT. I SHOULD.

So, let’s hunt fellas!!