..24 hours to go..

Tomorrow’s gonna be my last day in my 20th but also my first day to meet him

Well, after 6 months of being in touch so intense, this is the time we clarified our friendship.

I dont know how it’s gonna end up like. It’s been a very great 6 months i’ve ever lived for. No matter how it’s gonna end, i’m so greatful and thankful as well for all this sweetest moment we’ve been through.

As an ordinary girl, I certainly wish for the happy ending, happily ever after storyline. But I’m not the director of my life so let God’s taking care of this business. I just want to let u know. U’re the first one who’s succesfully making me feel like not me at all. U’re the first one who’s making me falling in love even I haven’t met u yet tho.

Thanx for all the attention, trust, story of u, presents, suprises, and ... thanx for the love u’d given to me.just so u know, it’s the most priceless and valuable things u gave.

There’s any pain while i have to say this, but i really appreciate and thankful for ur exist this past 6 months. Thank god i found u. Literally.

Even if we can’t make it as we want. I wish we can make a friend as we used to. No matter how hard it is for the bad ending, I’m fully greatful for all this 6 months moment.

Last not least, I love you. Always have, always will......

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this is about love

Fall in love is the most seldom thing happened to me. To be honest, I thought that I’ve never felt that way before. What is love? Anyone of u can explain me in straight? I don’t know what is love before i met this creature.



Til now, i myself still don’t know what on earth the love is.


All i know is..


Since I know him I’ve changed to be a better person. Changed into someone I’ve never even knew before. All the straight thought can’t make it in this area. U know, u could drop a tear for someone. U could make a stupid laugh everytime he made a joke. U could smile all day long for no reason.


Hmmm...


Fall in love is a hard feeling. All i can think is just him. All i can hear is his voice and all the song he’d sung to me. All I can say is his name, his charming behave, him. All I can touch is Blackberry. To texting him every single time of my life. Such a waste to let every second to not texting him. All I can see is his facebook profile, his private message to me, his stupid lovely poem for me.


Man, falling in love is the most strength feeling u can’t avoid.


I can’t let every minute of my life without thinking of him. What is he doing over there? Is he all rite? Why didn’t he texted me til now on? (even it’s just 2 minute after he called me) Will he feel the same way like I do?


No matter how soon I hang up the phone with him, I’ve got missed him more and more. I missed his voice, his story about life, about future, about his sadness, about his weakness, about his love for me. He’s the most dangerous addiction drug on earth. I can’t think straight if it’s all about him. My world’s just spinning around him, him and HIM. And when i’m falling in love,

“WE” is the most greatest word on this planet.

The point is I can’t get enough of him.


Thanx for share me this awkward feeling. I wish we could make it as we hope for. And as we know, nothing last forever but i wish WE are the only exception for that.


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JEALOUSY!!!

Envy is the most rejectable feeling i’d love to avoid right now. Have u ever envy someone around u? I have. I’d envy a lot i should say. And that’s what i’m feeling rite now. What a waste.

A waste of time to feel that while the post test is right there waiting for me. Then i spare the time to envy someone i’ve never even met before. Stupid me. I know, but the feeling is unrejectable somehow.

This is the most annoying feeling on earth.

Please stay away from me. And let me live my life. Let me think straight to the post test and forget all this stupidity of nothing.

Cmon nen, be realistic. U dont know who she is so why would u be envy on her? Stupid me. Hell yeah, i’m the most stupid girl.

Okok, get away from me. Time to study. Learn more and more. The day is Monday about 3 days left.

Semangat nenny!!!! BELAJAR,BELAJAR,BELAJAR!!!!