As mainstream as it sound : Resolusi 2014

Last day in 2013 bring me to flash the whole memory back. It's equal either bitter or sweet memories I have this whole year. Instead of stuck in the bad things, I'd love to remind myself all the good stuff had happened in 2013. 

1. Alhamdulillah aku dikasih kesempatan hidup sampai sekarang :)

2. Selesai internship

3. Papa selesai pengobatan Hep C dan dinyatakan bersih dari hep C

4. Diterima  dan kerja di 3 RS swasta di Medan (not to mention all the tears and hard work had been fell back then)

5. Punya gaji sendiri dan gak minta bulanan lagi sama papa mama

6. Selesai ACLS dan ATLS

Well, I'm this bad at memorizing things. I'm sure it'd be more advantages than what I wrote above. Due to this limited ability to recollect things, let me tell you my resolution for 2014 then.

1. ME-NI-KAH. I've enough of being bridesmaid, puhlease..  I'm looking forward to get married at least at the end of the year. Don't let me cross my 25 being single :'(

2. Punya kerjaan settle dengan sallary over 7k

3. Holiday. I'm craving for distraction from my routine. Either in or out of country is good enough for me. I missed the feeling to be up in the air, sleeping in hotel, taking pict every corner of new place, and culinary tour. I need some short getaway next year to refresh my mind. 

4. Ganti mobil dengan uang sendiri

5. Jadi dokter haji

6. Berat badan 48-49 kg

7. Baca novel, nonton di bioskop, makan di luar minimal satu kali tiap bulannya

8. Lebih sering nulis. due to my limited recollecting stuff, it'd be nice if I wrote down what happened that time. Just to remind myself that I've been through a lot all that time.

9. Punya teman baru minimal 1 orang tiap bulannya. So at the end of the year I have at least 12 new friends. I just find out how lonely It is lately since one by one of my friend get out of town to make money for living :(

10. Mengurangi kefanatikan ku sama kpop dan kdrama. Recently it's been destructive till I took myself away from society to keep me watching, following and engaging to them.

11. More patient and less whining, 

12. Seeking for scholarship. Stop expecting money from parents for my tuition fee. Either my own saving or scholarship which will pay my school tuition fee. And I will start considering my next speciality that I'm into it. Soon!

13. Banyak sedekah, puasa dan umroh!

Wow, the more line I wrote the more list I've came into. 

13 resolutions for 2014 

A friend of mine ask me about my movie of the year or song of the year. Nothing crosses my mind but the effort to get a job and pass some tests. I've lost a lot of money, time to sleep, tears, sweats and the most of all is TIME just to be here. To be the way I am right now, right here. Nothing to regret for all I have got until now because I've done my best. My bottom line of 2013 is EFFORT. 

Life happens

I am not celebrating christmas. Tho christmas left me full of precious memories. Last year in the same date I was driving in a convoy on our way to Bukit tinggi. 

My first experience to drive out of town. The memories hardly leaft my sight till now. Konvoy dua mobil dengan tiga penumpang di tiap mobilnya ( bukan lebay, Kita sekeluarga gigantisme + obese. Jadi gak memungkinkan 6 manusia sit properly and comfortably in a car). we used HT (handy talkie) to communicated between one car to another. Di mobil pertama papa, mama dan abangku yg nyupir. Mobil kedua ada adek cewek, adek cowok, dan aku yg nyupir. A thrilling yet challenging experience i'd said. It took me about 9 hours of driving to get there. Jadi setiap hari we spent on the car enjoying the scenery of Bukit tinggi to padang. We stopped in every beautiful place for awhile just to enjoythe beautiful nature God has creatde and taking picture. Everyday we moved from one to another hotel. Such a lovely and precious time we spent our quality family time together.

It was last year..

This year is another story has created..

I'm still driving myself indeed bukan keluar kota tapi ke Rumah sakit. Alhamdulillah tahun ini aku jaga IGD 36 jam gantiin temenku yg lagi natalan. Such a blessed opportunity I always get every day of my life.

So here I am now. Instead of driving my feet off to out of town, I'm sitting in emergency room watching NET channel playing christmas song while waiting for patient.

Life happens :) 

And I appreciate every single minute of it. Alhamdulillah :)