After all this time wondering where on earth are you, dear
Mr. Spouse-to-be, I finally found the meaning of waiting this very
long time and be patient through the stage of life to eventually met you.
You taught me that the one I wanted is not the one I needed,
ironically. I’m falling in love to the man who I least expected and attracted to.
The man who successfully turned me off from the first time he texted me. The man
who should’ve been rejected (has been!) at the first time. That man who is
ridiculously the answer of my prayer.
Cara Allah membolak – balikkan perasaan ini bener – bener insane.
No matter how hard I’ve rejecting him, if he meant to be mine then he’d be.
Satu hal yang sangat aku syukuri adalah kamu yang tetep bertahan
walaupun udah dicuekin. Sorry for being rude back then.
Kenapa kita baru dipertemukan sekarang dengan cara yang
paling jadul dan nggak masuk akal? Kenapa aku harus ngelewati fase galau
ngeliatin temen-temen udah pada merid, gendong anak sementara aku Cuma kebagian
jahit baju bridesmaid over and over? Kenapa aku harus ngerasain beribu
pertanyaan “kapan kawin? Nunggu apa lagi sih kan kerjaan udah bagus. Jangan banyak
memilih lah nanti jadi perawan tua loh”?
Karena kita sama – sama berdoa untuk saling ketemu disaat
kita udah siap physically and mentally. Kita (unanimously) saling memperbaiki
diri untuk ketemu di saat yang tepat dengan cara yang sesuai dengan syariat.
If only we were meet a year ago, we won’t make it for sure. I
used to be with players, men with pick-up lines, and all the romantic yet haram
stuffs to do. You are indeed the opposite of my ideal type but you are the most
capable, comfortable and compatible to me. You offer me sincerity, security
and Jannah. So what’s there to worry about even we have nothing (literally) in
common, isn’t it?
In the name of Allah, I choose you to the intention of
making us halal and Jannah as our final destination. Amin ya rabbal alamin.
